Why is it that I have to be so defiant?
I cannot let life go on without interrupting it with pointless rebellion.
I'm rebelling against myself and my own happiness.
I'm an idiot and I wish I could put my thoughts on mute.

YAY

I am excited for senior ball.
I really wasn't ridiculously excited until today.
Kaitlyn, Hilary, Yvette and I got our nails did and that was really the catalyst to my new found excitement!
(other than the fact that I am happy to go with Matt, obviously)

It's kind of cool how a bunch of us in our group have been nominated as royalty, but also extremely bizarre. I think it would be delightful if any of the nominees won. I like everyone! :D
I'm not, however, excited to take a picture after dancing for half the night haha. Probably not the best time, but oh well.

I'm excited!
I am going to be sitting in class all jazzed and antsy to get ready because I have to go to school. I wish I hadn't ditched so much hahaha. WHOOPS



Well that is that. Goodnight.



P.S. I won Queen, weird.

Summer of '09 List

This is the list of required activities that I need to make happen this summer, it will growww;

1. Picnics, at least 5 one two three four five
2. Road trip to Seattle
3. No Doubt/Paramore concert
4. Free design a dress.
5. Stay awake until sunrise.
6. Sneak into a strangers pool just for kicks
7. Create the ultimate Slip n Slide
8. Get my lip pierced.
9. Warped tourrrr.
10. Get someone to let me cut their hair.
11. Go camping near the coast.
12. Cook a killer 3 course meal.
13. Host a BBQ
14. Trip to Tahoe

Ideas are welcome and joining me on these outings is a must.

It's a windowless room.
It holds all the excitement I have been feeling of late.
The pressure is magnifying in such a small, confined space.
What will be the consequence?
Nothing can be all good.



Lately I haven't been reading books
and I was wondering why
then it hit me.
I only really read when my life sucks,
and right now,

my life is soooooooo good :D

I just wish that Senior Ball and Graduation would be sooner
wooooo